I cheered even louder when, having saved himself, he decided to return to the stage. I cheered when he decided to save himself instead. It’s clear that whatever the hell was going on in 2005, Chappelle intuited that Hollywood was trying to kill him, literally or metaphorically, and I’m Black enough to know exactly what that feels like. It’s so annoying I asked my queerness to chill in the other room so I could watch "The Closer" in peace, but no such luck. As a gay Black man, even when I’m watching a comedy special, my identity is inconveniently present. Chappelle argues this makes me "too sensitive, too brittle" I just think I have better things to do than watch a standup set that could just as well have been a Fox News special. Maybe you watch comedy specials to endure them, but I watch them to have a good time, and I stop watching them when that’s no longer the case. And part of freedom as I experience it is that I don’t owe Dave Chappelle any of my time. Rowling, I turned my television off because I wasn’t having fun anymore.
We deserve to do whatever it takes to find our way back to ourselves whenever the need may arise.īy the time Chappelle declares that “gender is a fact” and that he’s “Team TERF” in solidarity with J.K. It’s a beautiful moment, both because of the clarity with which Kaadzi Ghansah saw Chappelle, and because the freedom he was able to attain, well, I want that for all of us: the Black MacArthur Genius denied and then belatedly offered tenure at a prestigious southern university the older Black men I used to see playing dominos on Saturday afternoons in Harlem the ballroom legend performing in Rihanna’s most Savage X Fenty’s show my friends side-eyeing the white waiter who mimicked our clapping as she approached our table with the check. Time to be complicated, time to be a confessed fan of fame who one day decided it was important to learn to be himself again."
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"Totally uninterrupted, unheckled, free to be himself, free to have a family, and land, and time to recover. When the journalist Rachel Kaadzi Ghansah was working on her now classic profile for The Believer, “ If He Hollers Let Him Go,” she spotted him on the street in Yellow Springs, Ohio. In 2012, eight years into his absence from public life, it seemed like Chappelle had won. You ever hear the one about the famous Black comedian who disappeared when he realized the white people watching him were laughing a little too hard and likely for the wrong reasons? Deal with white people long enough, especially the ones who’ve enjoyed enough episodes of “The Wire” and Wu-Tang albums to believe they’re in on the joke, and you can easily understand why Dave Chappelle walked away from $50 million rather than tape a third season of Chappelle’s Show for Comedy Central.